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11.11.08

absent,

is my mind.



i've found myself constantly zoning out to specific people, specific places, specific sounds, and smells. i fear it's becoming a bad habit. i've zoned a particular person's voice out because they so often in the past spoke .. crap. and although this person has changed their ways, i constantly find myself not ignoring them, just not hearing them.


i've mastered the art of dreaming with my eyes open. my thoughts wander to a series of unusual events, none of which have occured in life, but remain in my imagination. i find it rather embarrassing to snap back to reality and realised i have missed half a lewsson about how skeletal muscles contract, or half of the instructions on how to cook dinner - or even worse, three quarters of a conversation about who's going out with who.


information is useless to me if i only have parts, and am too embarrassed to enquire about the remaining pieces.


is there a cure for this habit - patches, perhaps?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i dont feel like reading cause the writing is too small.
but whatever it says im sure its good.


that is why i am giving you a thumbs up.

(Y)

there we are.

its like talking to that person and you dont really understand what they say, so you just nod your head and say yeah. :S

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