Colour TV;

Isn't life a series of images that change as they repeat themselves?

last days are always awkward. what do you say. do you pretend it's not happening? do you begin to say your goodbyes, or do you just stay happy to make the most of it? it was funny. we pretended things were normal, mostly. like the next morning he was going to wake up and go to school while i would pretend i was going to wake up, but really ... i would just end up pressing snooze on my alarm and mutter a sleepy "have a good day". then wake at a ridiculously late hour and wait until he got home. we would walk to dog and he would complain about school and i would point out that me, i had finished school forever. but that wasn't going to happen so sometimes we just sat with our legs hanging over the window sill and said "lets not talk about it".