when david came to visit.

because we do

we were too busy talking on the trampoline and walking in on people having sex so i got zero photos of natalie. but it was a wonderful night, i hope you had the perfect birthday nat (L)

Excuse me while I light my spliff. Good god, I gotta take a lift.

the loyalty and the love and the pure excitement and immaturity between them is astounding. it's like they have their own little world and really, you know you will only ever to be able to watch from the outside. but you don't mind, because watching, you can't look away.

some nights

you've always had that wrong about me.
i really am this shallow.

remember that no matter how hard you try, there is always going to be the sense that you missed something. that collapsed feeling under you skin, that you didn't experience anything at all. that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should have been paying atten the most, taking it all in. get used to that feeling. that's what your whole life will feel like someday. this is all just practice, none of this matters. we're just warming up. and if death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character, would you slow down? or speed up?

happy birthday david ^^