andy warhol, you were an asshole. but i fell in love with the things you said.

pour a little salt, we were never here
staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

is it human nature to be naturally happy and it takes effort to be sad,
or is it human nature to be naturally sad and it takes effort to be happy?

we follow love, we think it makes us strong

i was feeling a little triste so amelie has been soothing my mind today. my dreams were not very nice last night and i woke up with the feeling that i might cry, if i remember correctly. needless to say, today was better than the last. being spent attending to the things i like rather than the things that others do. it was nice, but it wasn't perfect.

mercredi, pour voir

well you know
we all want to change the world

silly people, we ran through it quickly. playing on escalators and sitting on the art. it closed soon after we entered, and some of the rooms looked so much alike i wasn't sure at first that we would get out.

someone's always someone elses one

drawing mushrooms. my mother says i'm screwing things up, conversations consist of being told just how much i'm going to be shit at life. but i think that sometimes the results of things i do are nice. there's a pattern in my life, repeating itself everyday. i always know about the things trying to be kept from me, and i don't even try to. i'd rather not know. i'd rather people didn't refer to me as an animal and i would rather not receive subtle hints in study period. i would rather devote free time to a little careless dancing, but the housework is more important. i want to ignore the complications, i want to live surrounded by all things green. i would like to develop a liking to mushrooms, but i've found myself too stubborn, too lazy to try.

vendredi

friday was quite a lovely afternoon. i walked through southbank and went to a gorgeous little art gallery while i waited for the others to return from lone pine. i spoke to a guy named loui and i found a cute little chair in amongst some bamboo. it was hot, and i don't like paying for water - but i did anyway.

10

pack up your things, your work here is done.

we revisited new farm again today.

just to purchase some more delicious smoothies.

once again we endured the long walk down brunswick street,

and one of us wound up being left behind at the train station.

dinner tonight made me so full, and i can't even fit in a raffaello.

23

i like giants, especially girl giants.

cos all girls feel too big sometimes,

regardless of their size.

i. can't. wait. to. get. away